I really know how to mess things up.
This year I’m gonna find my inner confidence :)
Don’t you hate it when you have all this emotion stuck inside you and all these words, all these feelings, yet you can’t say them out loud. You can’t cry. No matter how hard you try. Fuck, this is irritating. And the rhyming in the previous sentence is even more irritating. urrrgh. Still somehow write something poetic even when I don’t try to.
I just wish someone would hug me right now and tell me everything is going to be okay, even if it won’t be. I just feel like this emotion is pulling me under, further and further. and I’ve lost track why I’m even feeling like this.
I find it hard to articulate what I want to say, or what I’m feeling. And I know keeping these things to yourself isn’t always the best way to go about it, but I see it as the easiest way out. Whats even worse is hiding emotions or problems from yourself, hoping that it’ll sort itself out. But it won’t. And as another day goes by, another day is wasted, without that person knowing exactly how you feel. Before you know it, it’ll be too late and you’ll have to suffer with the way thinks plan out.
